She Lost Her Soul To Her Demons

She'll never forget all the times her heart felt ripped out of her chest, 

Like there was no air left for her to breathe, 

No hope left to make things better, 

To make life worth carrying on. 

All those demons seemed impossible to part with, 

An omnipresent reminder of mistakes, regrets and sins 

Her lost soul had made 

And memories she felt bound to hold on to.

Hating you more than myself

After this mess, this tornado in me 

Heart puked out of my body

Soul lost in the gloom of wintertime

Being alone empties my mind

Head spinning and thoughts too loud

In the emptiness peace is found

Hollow and shallow but free

That's what my heart, mind and body seem to be

Seeing the light but not being there

Reaching for it but not far enough

It's really a pity you didn't care

Because hating you more than myself is kinda rough

CLEANSING

I was wrong,
It was all about the afterglow
Until we found the aftermath

I was hurt,
It turned out it was nothing
Until I thought it was something

I have regrets,
Since I realised it was all in my head

I'm brokenhearted,
Since I gave up on having hope

I'm me,
Just me

Without you,
Without the thought of you

My head, my heart, my soul,
Now cleansed from your demon.