She Lost Her Soul To Her Demons

She'll never forget all the times her heart felt ripped out of her chest, 

Like there was no air left for her to breathe, 

No hope left to make things better, 

To make life worth carrying on. 

All those demons seemed impossible to part with, 

An omnipresent reminder of mistakes, regrets and sins 

Her lost soul had made 

And memories she felt bound to hold on to.

You Were Like Snow

It was wonderful and mesmerizing

I welcomed your addicting touch

I finally found what I was craving

But it  all slowly dissolved in our sleep

It felt passionate and surreal

My anxiety had been satisfied

My desires I had to reveal

The sunrays melted those emotions

The glance of a fulfilling night

While slowly awaking entangled

We departed in the sunlight

And it all just melts away like snow

CLEANSING

I was wrong,
It was all about the afterglow
Until we found the aftermath

I was hurt,
It turned out it was nothing
Until I thought it was something

I have regrets,
Since I realised it was all in my head

I'm brokenhearted,
Since I gave up on having hope

I'm me,
Just me

Without you,
Without the thought of you

My head, my heart, my soul,
Now cleansed from your demon.

★ Star-crossed ★

You feel it so do I

Sweet temptations bringing me down

I really wanna have a try

It’s so seducing, makes me high

Stars shining through the mist

So beautiful in a nostalgic way

So tempatious I can hardly resist

Those are the stars I wanna kiss

Wow now I’m high

Up in the outer space

Just a speck in the sky

The shooting stars I will race

I'm glowing, I’m free

I'm touching it, I feel the air

The darkness of space

I feel good up there

No other life, no trace

Loneliness sets back in

I need you as company

So our story will begin

I don’t wanna die solitary

Free to soar

Like a shooting star

Oh, how I want more

More than you are

I need my drug, my love

To reach the above

Looking Back

A year has come and gone

Without you by my side

I have tried to stay strong

But I have to admit sometimes you do cross my mind

Sometimes you even haunt me in my dreams

I don't want you there but my subconscious does

A year went by and still like yesterday it seems

The day I realise it wasn't real and true love

Looking back I just really don't care

I can say I did learn and I've lived on

But still what you did just wasn't fair

Still I forgave and forgot, a new dawn

Now I'm happy and feel so free

Nothing can tie me down any longer

I finally know who I want to be

And realised that I'm so much stronger