Hating you more than myself

After this mess, this tornado in me 

Heart puked out of my body

Soul lost in the gloom of wintertime

Being alone empties my mind

Head spinning and thoughts too loud

In the emptiness peace is found

Hollow and shallow but free

That's what my heart, mind and body seem to be

Seeing the light but not being there

Reaching for it but not far enough

It's really a pity you didn't care

Because hating you more than myself is kinda rough

CLEANSING

I was wrong,
It was all about the afterglow
Until we found the aftermath

I was hurt,
It turned out it was nothing
Until I thought it was something

I have regrets,
Since I realised it was all in my head

I'm brokenhearted,
Since I gave up on having hope

I'm me,
Just me

Without you,
Without the thought of you

My head, my heart, my soul,
Now cleansed from your demon.

★ Star-crossed ★

You feel it so do I

Sweet temptations bringing me down

I really wanna have a try

It’s so seducing, makes me high

Stars shining through the mist

So beautiful in a nostalgic way

So tempatious I can hardly resist

Those are the stars I wanna kiss

Wow now I’m high

Up in the outer space

Just a speck in the sky

The shooting stars I will race

I'm glowing, I’m free

I'm touching it, I feel the air

The darkness of space

I feel good up there

No other life, no trace

Loneliness sets back in

I need you as company

So our story will begin

I don’t wanna die solitary

Free to soar

Like a shooting star

Oh, how I want more

More than you are

I need my drug, my love

To reach the above