Friday, February 27, 2015

She Lost Her Soul To Her Demons

She'll never forget all the times her heart felt ripped out of her chest, 
Like there was no air left for her to breathe, 
No hope left to make things better, 
To make life worth carrying on. 

All those demons seemed impossible to part with, 
An omnipresent reminder of mistakes, regrets and sins 
Her lost soul had made 
And memories she felt bound to hold on to.

Monday, May 12, 2014

The Lost One

She wanders,
Searching
For a solemn place
For her 
& her beer.

An oasis
Between the people
Rushing by,
Without a glance 
At the sky.

Just walking
Straight,
Without taking in
Their surroundings
Or her.

There she sits alone
With her beer,
Waiting
For nothing,
Just watching.

Trying to understand
The world,
The people.

There she sits alone
With her beer,
Silent
But her thoughts 
Are all so loud.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Hating you more than myself

After this mess, this tornado in me 
Heart puked out of my body
Soul lost in the gloom of wintertime
Being alone empties my mind

Head spinning and thoughts too loud
In the emptiness peace is found
Hollow and shallow but free
That's what my heart, mind and body seem to be

Seeing the light but not being there
Reaching for it but not far enough
It's really a pity you didn't care
Because hating you more than myself is kinda rough

Friday, November 22, 2013

You Were Like Snow



It was wonderful and mesmerizing
I welcomed your addicting touch
I finally found what I was craving
But it  all slowly dissolved in our sleep

It felt passionate and surreal
My anxiety had been satisfied
My desires I had to reveal
The sunrays melted those emotions

The glance of a fulfilling night
While slowly awaking entangled
We departed in the sunlight

And it all just melts away like snow

Saturday, November 16, 2013

CLEANSING

I was wrong,
It was all about the afterglow
Until we found the aftermath

I was hurt,
It turned out it was nothing
Until I thought it was something

I have regrets,
Since I realised it was all in my head

I'm brokenhearted,
Since I gave up on having hope

I'm me,
Just me

Without you,
Without the thought of you

My head, my heart, my soul,
Now cleansed from your demon.

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