We used to be so happy being young, free and wild
We were fulfilled in being naiv like a child
We believed all our dreams could come true
And that there was nothing we couln't do
We were the missing piece to eachothers souls
Together we seized total control
We tripped together through worlds unknown and new
We were stupid but happy and free, we had no clue
You were my addiction, I relied on you & your heart
I started to crave you so bad when we were apart
I needed you like my daily dose of freedom
So that I could be what I wanted to become
The memory of me tracing your back in the sheets
Where every morning the sun's rays would meet
Our wrapped & tangled up limbs, sleeping in grace
I loved waking up to you, it made my heart race
But when you left I lie on those sheets alone & sad
Without you my life stood still, everything seemed bad
Me alone, without you, made me cry everytime I thought of life
I had awful thoughts of things I could do with that knife
I fell into a deep and dark hole, couln't see a thing
They told me to search for the light, but where to begin?
I was to dependent on you, now I'm destroyed and dead
I'm sick of sitting alone with thoughts of you in my head
Without you, there's no me, without me..
There wasn't ever a us
