-The Truth About Forever-

 Please don't leave me here alone

To bleed in my sorrow

Don't forget you're my world

I will love you 'til the end of time

Yes I may be young and shallow

But I can grant you paradise if you let me

Just don't go

 I don't want to lie awake every night

Thinking of you

Never forgiving myself

For being so shy

Not seizing my chance

Not seeing how much joy you give me

Insomnia will take over

Nightmere's will haunt me forever

If I let you go

 I don't want to wander through life

Hating myself, not being able to love

Ever again

Staring out the window

Waiting

Always waiting

I'm never gonna give up on you

 Yes I'll cry

I've cried

But it's not over yet

It won't be

I'm gonna do everything

To save what we have

To show you 

That I love you

With all my heart

And my soul

Just don't leave me

And we will be endlessy happy together

Forever

Searching...

 In the beginning there was just a girl

Not wanting to give her heart away

Just her body

No strings attached

Pleased through pleasing

Giving away all she's got

Not thinking twice

Just doing

Never looking back

Then someone turned her world around 

Everything got thrown off track

Now she doesn't just give and take

Now she thinks twice

If not too much

She's even scared to touch

It's just 'cause of this someone

That she's learning to believe 

In love, caring

But now she's shy and so timid

And can't turn back 

Into the whore she was

Even if he wants her to

Now she's searching

For her wild fire

Her passion

And her sensual seduction

HOPE

No, I'm not gonna give up

I'm no gonna back down

I'm not gonna stop running

Until I fall to the ground

I will still believe 

Til there's nothing to believe in

I will hope 

Until i really have to leave

Hope will keep me going

Nothing's lost yet

I won't make a mistake

Or anything I will regret

The Highroad

 Can't regain the state of normality

I've reached a way of living high

But I'm constantly soaring

Will I ever fall back down to earth?

I'm so frightened that I'm stuck

Because yes, it is pleasuring

But no, I can't just stay up here

Need to clear my head

Reach the state of pure soberness

But how can I end an addiction

Rapidly, painlessly, without complications?

I need to check out from life

Take a break in a motionless world

To find the way back to myself

The Journey

Everything will be forgotten & left behind

Once I free my soul from all indignity & sin

I will overcome evil through clearing my mind

My new journey to glory shall begin

I'll wash away all of my deep sorrow

I float on clouds, indulge in light

  I'll be happy & await every tomorrow

It's the trip to dawn from night

Freedom redeems my wounded heart

My journey's just taking it's start

Don't know, don't care how long it'll take

I want to find what I've been searching for

  It's your side at which I wanna wake

You feed my soul, so I crave you more

  Nothing's more perfect than this

Everything glissens in an inspiring bliss

But sometimes I do love the moment of solitude , watching the dawn

Because you never really know how soon you may be gone..